[ anyway, even though he'd sort of intended to keep his distance for long enough to figure out his own feelings, his disappearance this time had been mostly unintentional. the agent that shot him had still been around, after all, and even if he hadn't been, guy never wants to step foot in seattle ever again if he can avoid it.
instead, he'd gone south, hitchhiking or walking or reluctantly taking buses. he's somewhere in southern mexico now, but honestly, he's not planning to stay here for long, either. he just needs time to breathe.
and a phone, actually. how long has it been? the days bleed together sometimes. ]
hey, it's me. i'm probably gonna keep being scarce until i know where to go next, but i didn't want you to think i was dead in a ditch somewhere or anything.
[ he wants to say something else. he wants to say a lot of things, and he starts a lot of them, typing and then backspacing again when he realizes it's the loneliness and feelings of insignificance bleeding through the big, ugly, gaping wound that's been festering at his core for weeks now.
but it's his own fucking fault for letting it happen in the first place, so finally he just settles on: ] i watched your interview with revolver on the way down. that interviewer was ready to give you her firstborn.
:) anyway, a week or two after The Fiasco:
instead, he'd gone south, hitchhiking or walking or reluctantly taking buses. he's somewhere in southern mexico now, but honestly, he's not planning to stay here for long, either. he just needs time to breathe.
and a phone, actually. how long has it been? the days bleed together sometimes. ]
hey, it's me. i'm probably gonna keep being scarce until i know where to go next, but i didn't want you to think i was dead in a ditch somewhere or anything.
[ he wants to say something else. he wants to say a lot of things, and he starts a lot of them, typing and then backspacing again when he realizes it's the loneliness and feelings of insignificance bleeding through the big, ugly, gaping wound that's been festering at his core for weeks now.
but it's his own fucking fault for letting it happen in the first place, so finally he just settles on: ] i watched your interview with revolver on the way down. that interviewer was ready to give you her firstborn.